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While I'm waiting | Infertility Struggle

My husband and I knew pretty early on in our marriage that we wanted to start a family. Both of us come from decent sized, close knit families so it was always the plan to start a family early on. I remember being so hopeful the first few months, thinking well this is going to be easy! I just always thought that unprotected sex =  baby but when one whole year passed and we were still not expecting, it became obvious there was an issue.
I don't wish infertility on anyone. It is honestly one of the hardest things I have ever gone through. Between ovulation tests and pregnancy tests to having to work with a fertility specialist, the waiting was so hard. From there it's Blood work, Shots, Ultrasounds to check for follicles and the ever raging monthly reminder that you won't be a mom this month, is truly enough to drive anyone mad! I remember setting the pregnancy test down and staring at it, trying to make that second line appear only to be crushed when after 10 minutes there…